Clem Fandango
Cultivators Club
Hi, everyone.
A great site here. I used to grow a few plants in my youth but never really tried for optimal anything and really just threw seeds in a pot and watered them, that worked more times than not. Well it worked well enough for the inexperienced expectations that I had. Unfortunately I have developed a mild depression and strong anxiety over the last 5 or so years exacerbated by the environment in which I live. I was once an outgoing and active person but I have become very reclusive and my confidence has plummeted. In general I can't move away due to financial commitments so must make the best of a less than ideal situation. That begins with taking care of my mental health. I find marijuana to be a great mild solution to alleviating the symptoms of anxiety. Psilocybin is the heavy hitter I use to go through the accumulated baggage and deal with the root of my issues. To me marijuana is a band aid that helps with daily function, and the psilocybin the therapist. I am a lightweight when it comes to most things and use everything in moderation. I look forward to learning and growing with the forum here. Most of you guys really hit the growing out of the park and it's very impressive. The grow journals and photography threads are great! Anyway that's my intro..boomshanka.
A great site here. I used to grow a few plants in my youth but never really tried for optimal anything and really just threw seeds in a pot and watered them, that worked more times than not. Well it worked well enough for the inexperienced expectations that I had. Unfortunately I have developed a mild depression and strong anxiety over the last 5 or so years exacerbated by the environment in which I live. I was once an outgoing and active person but I have become very reclusive and my confidence has plummeted. In general I can't move away due to financial commitments so must make the best of a less than ideal situation. That begins with taking care of my mental health. I find marijuana to be a great mild solution to alleviating the symptoms of anxiety. Psilocybin is the heavy hitter I use to go through the accumulated baggage and deal with the root of my issues. To me marijuana is a band aid that helps with daily function, and the psilocybin the therapist. I am a lightweight when it comes to most things and use everything in moderation. I look forward to learning and growing with the forum here. Most of you guys really hit the growing out of the park and it's very impressive. The grow journals and photography threads are great! Anyway that's my intro..boomshanka.
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sounds like you should move back to OZ. finances are not as important as good mental health. 
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