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I think, this is why I was just woken up :smoking: I’m sorry for displaying my faith if there’s issues on the forum about that (inclusivity and I don’t want to ever alienate anyone on here)
but I prayed to “my God” and was scared about being lonely and no one seemingly being there for me. And then the past 18+ hours has shown me that there are so many great people and people I didn’t even know gave a shit that do. People went out of there way tonightto contact friends and landlords for me. I should have something by Monday or at least a solid lead.
I don’t know if Washington is where I’ll stay, this might have been what I needed and the nudge to go back to MO and start planning my homestead.
Id be a liar if I said I didn’t think about getting trashed drunk or going and picking up some dope (Ket, etc) and getting sky high to forget. But those flares passed through my mind so quickly it almost shocked me how vehemently against fucking up anymore I am now.
I love you all, oh and to clarify, I don’t care about (well okay I do I’m a gardener) but I don’t care about seeds and my plants or equipment. THATS ALL MATERIALISTIC, I’m proud to have my health, my life, and a solid community of you lovely stoners and some irl homies that have my back.
so thank you.
:dragon5:
but I prayed to “my God” and was scared about being lonely and no one seemingly being there for me. And then the past 18+ hours has shown me that there are so many great people and people I didn’t even know gave a shit that do. People went out of there way tonightto contact friends and landlords for me. I should have something by Monday or at least a solid lead.
I don’t know if Washington is where I’ll stay, this might have been what I needed and the nudge to go back to MO and start planning my homestead.
Id be a liar if I said I didn’t think about getting trashed drunk or going and picking up some dope (Ket, etc) and getting sky high to forget. But those flares passed through my mind so quickly it almost shocked me how vehemently against fucking up anymore I am now.
I love you all, oh and to clarify, I don’t care about (well okay I do I’m a gardener) but I don’t care about seeds and my plants or equipment. THATS ALL MATERIALISTIC, I’m proud to have my health, my life, and a solid community of you lovely stoners and some irl homies that have my back.
so thank you.
:dragon5:
