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[natertots]

Hey guys. Natertots here and back in Florida. Not growing atm but will start soon when i have money. Ive noticed some of the folks i really dug are MIA now Hope they are doing ok. I'm doing better. Hurt my back in Jan and had some family issues (only family i have is wife and kids now) and had some kind of break down with panic attacks and the whole 9 yards lol. they put me on pills but off of them now. been out of the loop for awhile but now seeing duckfoot for sale workd wide. grats! those were mephistoes right? Anyways i started working on my own auto middle of last year and im hoping soon to have a journal on here with them. theyre a cross from a male T Dragon (thanks for the dragons once again!) and an incredible bulk huge pheno. goal is to eventually have an autoflower with a finish time over 100 days. WHY? i dunno, just want a big one lol. Havent grown since last december or hardly smoked for that matter. I got a buddy that comes by and burns with me once and a while. there was also a guy on here from PDL and if hes still around would like to get back into contact with him. if he sees PDL he will remember me lol. you guys aregoing to be my therapy because they say ive got problems socializing lol. which i dont, i just dont like fucktards and all i see here is useless judgmental fucktards lol. now if everyone takes a big hit and blows it south it may hit me, i could use a good toke

 

[Journey Man]

Welcome back to AFN natertots.

I hear you on the pills, i have had the same problems. Those pills help for the day but not in the long run. I have been off them since this summer, so almost 6 months now. Smoking weed, a joint or two a day is way better. Another thing that is really good is to fitness, it gives you a calm in your mind and soul. Well, some days is worse then others but its these days you clap yourself on the chest and telling yourself "i can do this, im the boss". When you "win" over the bad days, you only getting stronger so the less bad days is not so bad anymore. Im glad you are off the meds, good job man.

I want to wish you a welcome back and i will roll a nice one for you and light it up.

 

[bushmasterar15]

Welcome back @natertots some good vibes on your XXL auto breeding when you get back up n running.

 

[Journey Man]

 

[Renaissance Redneck]

Welcome Home, @natertots
Passing some Yoda to ya

 

[krug]

Evening mate and back! All the best t'ya and good for your X!

 

[G.Leave]

Welcome back bud! Good luck on your breeding!

 

[Free Flow]

Welcome back bro, I'm fairly new to,the forum myself, been growing a few years. I'm a fellow Floridian myself man. I like your idea too bigger autos although 50days sounds better lol

 

[epenguin]

Hey buddy,

I too had a while of anxiety and panic attacks. They are terrifying. You think you are dying. I gave the pills up after three weeks, knew they were no good for me. Be healthy in body and mind my friend.................eP.

 

[MedGrower]

Welcome back @natertots I am sorry to hear you have had tough times. I understand stressful situations, as they escalate quickly, can lead to panic attacks. I had them once also some years back with my all the circumstances in my life going all haywire and I understand it can be really tough on you, and I've been in some very tough situations before.

I think what would be most important to do to get back on your feet with that is to build and maintain a stable enviroment, concentrating on wife and kids seems like an excellent thing to do. Problem solving around your home and getting things done also gives you stability and for us men, it actually promotes testosterone that will be really good for stable psyche too, when it comes to panic attacks. I've found that regular physical exercise helps too! And if you want to supplement and have money for it, cashew nuts are actually loaded with things that also helps recovering from panic attacks and anxiety.

All the best