I'm running on less than 5 hours sleep. I can only sleep on my right side and even that hurts my left hip. When I move to adjust my position I wake up so really I get way less sleep than the clock can say.
I've been waiting for MRI for 1½ years. Who knows how much longer. After that I can be referred to a surgeon. Then I have to wait for the surgeon. Then I have to wait for a surgery date(s) then it's 6 months to recover.
I am fed up. I am tired of hurting. I am tired of getting 4-6 hours of sleep and pretending to be cheerful.
I don't go for walks with my wife, or with the dogs. I don't get outdoors with my buddy.
I am just so tired.