When I was at the pain management clinic in the UK I was getting some experimental treatment.
I had an adverse reaction..and instead of telling them and being kept in hospital..I fled..and rode a 2 day breakdown at home.
Not recommended...

...but it left me with a brain disconnect.
Great fear of anyone with a white coat ..

.. irrational..but I can't get past it.
I only go to the Doc's if I think I'm dying and can't cure it myself...

..like the kidney stones.... when you know treatment isn't optional..
Just give me the fucking drugs...



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