This makes me angry! Absolutely devastated for you Mainemedical, not only have they deprived you of much needed meds but if i remember rightly you're an extremely generous guy who also grows for others that need medication, so a whole bunch of people are going to suffer due to this draconian action. Very strange that they left your equipment? what are the legal implications for you right now buddy? I really hope you find the strength to fight this, it's so frustrating being thousands of miles away stuck behind a p.c. and not being able to do anything practical to help you, but you're in my thoughts mate and maybe some U.S. members could offer you some help and advice with legalities and such? I'm sure i speak for everyone here at AFN in wishing you well in an extremely difficult time, sending every last ounce of karma your way buddy, stay strong. and keep us posted mate. Leaving a karma clou