Jean-O's Blue dog (chemdoggin pheno)

[Weedkiller]

The universe is giving you a big hug.

I need it

 

[Weedkiller]

The universe is giving you a big hug.

Feeling more like a good kick in the nuts actually

 

[Jean-O]

I just re read this and wow I was a mess..the blue dog became pitiful but still yielded enough for me and I needed it.
Life got really hard. I struggled with my wife and her addiction for the past few months and it's been hard. I lost her on October 16..the day after her 49th birthday I lost my wife to overdose and have spent the last 2 weeks handling the funeral and burial. I lost my best friend..I started these seeds shortly after. Growing always kept me centered and i hope to get back to where I used to be. I know I'm going to need some strong weed to get through this..so if your wife's around kiss and hug her because tomorrow isn't promised. The plants are jeano hell hound
About day 8

Best wishes your way bud! Im so sorry to hear of your loss.

 

[Jean-O]

Feeling more like a good kick in the nuts actually

I imagine it does.

 

[Weedkiller]

On a more positive note..my hell hound babies are doing well aside from I need to clean my tent up. Growing keeps me sane

 

[Jean-O]

Plants look great bud.
Do you have plenty of beans to keep busy during these tough times? Hit me up in PM if you need any more I would like to make sure you have plenty to keep busy with to try and help keep your mind in a positive place.

 

[Weedkiller]

Pm sent. I actually could use help as this was my last pack and this has been hard on me in every aspect. Not only did I lose my wife but the expenses are eye watering. It's expensive to die in this country and that's just a fact

 

[Weedkiller]

So I'm going to carry on with the hell hound I have because this keeps me from totally losing it. I have things I'm going through and nobody to really talk to about it. I just suffered a tremendous loss and I have to pull myself together and this forum helps me keep my mind off things. My luck I. The tent hasn't been the best lately but I'm getting back on track.

 

[Weedkiller]

I have a qb288 150w running right now and 200w timber cobs on each corner. Coco/perlite mix with ghtrio and cal mag

 

[Weedkiller]

I'm growing this too lol