Hi Honey! It is very nice to have you here. You remind me of myself, as I am a total noob. Actually I think I may be more clueless! You are already on the right track by starting this journal. You will find plenty of helpful folks here who are willing to hold your hand ( warning! some of them have hairy palms

) or carry you on their backs if needed!
Check out my grow journal
https://www.autoflower.org/threads/its-my-first-time-be-gentle.50654/ You may find some answers to questions you don't have yet.
Happy growing!!