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[witchyhour]

Your parents were quite groovy then Elle? Mine were really normal when they were together, me mum's married to a keyboard player from a Floyd tribute band now tho.

Mine were classical music and jazz. My dad always said he first heard Pink Floyd and fell in live with it with me...

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[witchyhour]

My parents were born in the 1920's (they had me when they were pushing 40). Best they had was a few Elvis singles. My sisters played the carpenters. Only decent influence was from my brother, rainbow and Queen, but he gets points deducted for status quo.

As an only child and only grandchild, from parents who spent years trying to have a child, only to be disappointed with the result, I was pretty much on my own...

Some people shouldn't have kids.

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[Wile e Peyote]

Can you believe I'm not stoned? Still digesting the news mom broke to me yesterday, that she doesn't care for me as a person and would never want anything to do with me if I weren't her child. The reason? She just wanted me to be perfect and I've failed her! Her and my dad...

Now, doesn't that explain a LOT? [emoji121] [emoji53]

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Aww witchy I'm sorry but your mum doesn't come across as a nice person (that's me being diplomatic) you don't say shit like that to your kids ever how my children run there life when there older is there choice as long as there not killers or pedos and live an honest and happy life I will never be disappointed in them and if your mum had any kind of heart she would be the same some parents have a lot to answer for so fucking chin up your great as you are fuck what anyone else thinks [emoji109] [emoji106] [emoji111]

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[epenguin]

Well said Willie, now you Witchy n me.............group hug.............

 

[witchyhour]

The way the US Military does it when you first go to bootcamp - keep you awake for almost 48hrs before letting you sleep 8hrs.

That's a great idea!

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[Vlad The Inhaler]

Can you believe I'm not stoned? Still digesting the news mom broke to me yesterday, that she doesn't care for me as a person and would never want anything to do with me if I weren't her child. The reason? She just wanted me to be perfect and I've failed her! Her and my dad...

Now, doesn't that explain a LOT? [emoji121] [emoji53]

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That's just nasty Witchy. Are you sure she actually meant it or is she just lashing out and trying to hurt you for one reason or another?

Ever the diplomat.. Vlad! [emoji1365]

 

[witchyhour]

Pupdate. 6 weeks I think.

Into everything! They've had their 1st jab and tisher has taken them out with our other dogs, in a puppy stroller!

This is a rare moment on stillness with a very tired and skinny mum, they're off the tit now, so she can start eating just for her.

I want one... [emoji121] [emoji22]

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[witchyhour]

Aww witchy I'm sorry but your mum doesn't come across as a nice person (that's me being diplomatic) you don't say shit like that to your kids ever how my children run there life when there older is there choice as long as there not killers or pedos and live an honest and happy life I will never be disappointed in them and if your mum had any kind of heart she would be the same some parents have a lot to answer for so fucking chin up your great as you are fuck what anyone else thinks [emoji109] [emoji106] [emoji111]

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Thank you. *hugs* I only lost my complexes and realized I wasn't an ugly piece of shit when I became a teenager and started making friends and dating. So weird, people actually liked me...so, friends, like you, were what helped me not be a traumatized and nasty person. I learned some people would love me, with all my imperfections, and that I could love them back without getting hurt. Unfortunately, I could never reach that with partners, so after 2 failed marriages and countless horrible relationships, I decided I'm not emotionally healthy enough to date and cut that out of my life 8 years ago.

The big childhood stories the family always talked about were:

1) how my dad ran out of the room in tears the first time he saw me because he thought I was defective (this always got a big laugh),

2) how my mom thought I was a bit retarded and stupid when I was younger because I didn't interact much with people and talked to myself a lot (maybe because I was alone about 95% of the time?).

Sorry, guys. I'll shut up now. But not without first saying that friends, like you guys, combined with my cats, are the most precious things in my life. [emoji178]

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[witchyhour]

Well said Willie, now you Witchy n me.............group hug.............

*hugs tight, even the penguin* lol

Now, seriously, thank you. [emoji7] [emoji76] [emoji106]

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[witchyhour]

That's just nasty Witchy. Are you sure she actually meant it or is she just lashing out and trying to hurt you for one reason or another?

Ever the diplomat.. Vlad! [emoji1365]

You're awesome, but just somewhat right. She is trying to lash out and hurt for many reasons, but she also doesn't like me and never did. She says the very first time she saw me, right after I was born, that I looked at her with distrust and disgust...can anyone say "projection!"?

Obviously, my birth was a special moment to all...and it was no accident, they spent two years trying to have a baby.

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