Don't read this if you have a soul.
No, I'm afraid of the landlord, the neighbors, thugs demanding protection money, and a lawyer who might frame me to protect his reputation. Because for eight years, I've been blackmailed, beaten, falsely accused, and beaten again by corrupt officials and a criminally organized group. They tried to break into my home at night to rape me in front of my child. Together with law enforcement officers, they tried to kill me three times, and when that failed, they made another baseless charge and convicted me. They threatened to get rid of me if I continued to fight against corrupt colleagues. Then they threatened to have me psychiatrically committed to keep me quiet so they could continue earning their €120,000 a year, plus abuse of power. And if I'm abandoned now because I continued to fight for other victims and human rights, they may have prepared my own end. There are at least indications of that. It all probably hinges on my lawyer. But the opposing side are high-ranking members of the justice system who falsify files, have people disposed of by criminals, and so on... and when I tell anyone about it, with details or evidence, the faces I see then keep me up at night... That's also why I'm afraid of my neighbors, because no one understands me, as I avoid contact.
I started smoking to clear my mind, and it works as long as I'm not threatened.