Hi Olzeke, sounds like we're almost in the same boat. Do you have pain issues with the depression/anxiety? Sounds like the docs tried to give you antideppressants too? Talked about messed up drugs! Ya, I'm depressed, so give me some big pharma meds that make it worse!! Maybe you know this but pain can and does directly affect anxiety and depression, look into the sympathitic and para-sympathitic systems, very interesting stuff, then look into how Med MJ and cannabinoids interact with those systems, like I said maybe you know this stuff? but the more I dig into it, more and more med mj is the answer. I wouldn't call myself really knowledgeable about CBD's but they are a critical componant to have, along with the THC. I'm not convicend just yet that isolating the CBD's is best, I think pain and depressed folks need both! What I do understand is that CBD's are formed or ripen as the tricomes become more amber, so a later harvest could be better, also CBD's form as the THC is breaking down, so letting the ladies cure well is important too, as well as strain. Hope that didn't come out prechy? Thanks!