Dear santa, send me some good karma this christmas... its been one hell of a year with the loss of some grandparents, a miscarriage very late, for my wife last year and two very scary incidents with our current pregnancy this year. Weve given up on getting our dream house after we got screwed by a lender and lost a grand in the process. So now im just hoping we can afford what we need in our remodel and it goes quickly so I can get my garden going as my wife is running low on meds. I've kept my smile thru it all, but its getting harder. My lil girl is 3 1/2 this year and it will probably be the first xmas she remembers, im afraid its going to suck. Since my wife got laid off funds are tight. Our nestegg for remodel/down payment is all we have. But weve got each other, some good friends, some great family, and a group of amazing online people to vent to... so if santa can secure me this new job im trying for or help me squirrel away enough for one good present for my lil girl I'd be grateful. But honestly all I want for christmas is my wife and new daughter on the way to make it through this safely...
thanks for listening.
Prez