My story goes like this.
It was October 2013... I just lost £10k of hard earned money when the gold market dropped suddenly after me buying a very big risky position by accident.
The losses was so painful because it happened within an hour, I had not smoked a nice spliff for about 5 years and thought fudge this I need to cheer up.
It was a free house, I had my cousins and friends over and we (mainly them) said lets grab a score (£20) worth weighs up to be about 1.3 grams?
Anyway, the bud arrived, really small tight and compact like anything and extremely stinky... I thought I got a 0.25 gram bud. Little to my surprise it crumbled out to make two nice kingsize spliffs. I rolled one after attempting to do so about 5/6 times, j8st could not get the darn thing to tuck in properly.
Anyhoo me my cousin and my friend was chilling in the garden, listening to random music on my friends phone and I fire up the spliff. I took about 10 hits in total and there was still half left.
Soooo within the first 3 consecutive hits, it hit me, my head was numb I felt tingly and the music that I hated sounded good deep and meaningful... I thought fudge...already??? Randomly I got up, videos show me doing some insane robot just dancing away while my cousin yelling at me to pass the spliff. I was out of it... each time the beat would change my rhythm would change, when the track changed my moves changed... amazing for the first 10 minutes.
Then we went inside, everyone was moving in sequence to each other and I could hear crying, I'm like wdf? I go to the sitting room everyones eyes just stop and stare at me and go back to the tv very slowly. I could hear my daughter screaming but no one was moving... I panicked and started calling for her and realised I was having auditory hallucinations.
I forced myself to go back to the garden... tried relaxing myself coz I knew I was tripping...The lads started playing swingball (best played when high and its dark) and I heard my cousin saying o7t loud what I was thinking. Shit hit home and I said out loud Oh fuck its happening again.
I started to video the next few moments to prove to myself I was not going crazy and he actually was repeating what I was thinking.
Then I blacked out, I thought I died, I could hear my parents and grand parents voices in the sky, they was shouting at me Y did u do it whats wrong with u god this god that hell fire blah blah...
I thought fuk, Im dead and this is my judgement. I saw all my sins in picture moments fly through my mind and at this point all my cousins was gathered around me. I thought they was angels and that my time had come.
I saw a big hole open up into the ground, immense heat rose and flames. I heard what I thought was Gods voice and the speech made me tremble. Now I do not follow religion I experiment and gi with what makes sense but everything that I thought was being said made me tremble.
In the end I was tripping balls, I tried leaving the room but felt a physical barrier that would not let me pass....the voice said between 2-4am you are not allowed on this soil it is a holy time and you are considered impure. I probably stood there for god knows how long because then the birds was singing and it was slowly getting lighter and lighter.
I saw gargoyels chasing me and ran out of the house. I hid in a block of flats and returned a few hours later.
My mrs was like wdf u this u that do u no how worried ive been?
I frightened the family and friends coz I took 10 hits too many...
My tolerance is real low. Had I known that before I took that many pulls ai would have limited myself. I used to smoke about 5/6 spliffs a day back in the days and hoovered like there was no tomorrow.
Start small start slow!!!
