illbethere
The pope of mango
Well I've already done this but thought penguins idea was pretty great and some of you didn't see it since I've seen quite a few new people!
This time I'm introducing a bit more properly
I'm Illbethere (aka. Palmtrees)
I'm a student and growing some weed for my own use.
I don't know a lot of people who sell the stuff and don't always trust the stuff I buy.
Main thing why I smoke is because I've been in a depression for a long time and that was mainly caused because I'm EXTREMELY introverted.
And extremely isn't an understatement I barely am able to talk to people, there's even been a time that I didn't speak for 2 years just complete silence.
When I first discovered weed it just hit me I didn't exactly started talking more instantly but all of my fears disappear when I smoke, I feel better, feel things I haven't felt since my childhood etc..
I can go on and on about this but the main point is smoking makes me step-by-step feel more of a human and give me the ability to speak my mind and do something with my life.
I didn't start out smoking a lot and I still ain't.
I sometimes go without it for a few months (had like 3 joints in the last 2 months), but recently I have found that a joint or 2 a day really get's the good side of me out!
I live with my parents and they didn't understand it at first but are more and more seeing the capabilities and effects it has on me I feel.
I'm now singing, dancing, talking (a bit), happy which I wasn't (depression) from the age of 10 to 18 years old and am 20 now, making music, going out, doing crazy shit just a lot of things I thought never to be able to do again. (I've been trying to kill myself since I was 10 or so and don't need no sympathy for it just putting it out there)
When in a few years or sooner legalisation hit's where I'm from I want to become a professional grower (or I'll move if I find a job somewhere else). I want to help those who need it and want to be behind the greatest medicine in the world!
I'm happy I've found this forum and know by now there's a lot of great people out here.
best regards,
fishy pants, or euuuuuuhhmm I mean..
Palmtrees, noooope nope,
illbethere right!
This time I'm introducing a bit more properly
I'm Illbethere (aka. Palmtrees)
I'm a student and growing some weed for my own use.
I don't know a lot of people who sell the stuff and don't always trust the stuff I buy.
Main thing why I smoke is because I've been in a depression for a long time and that was mainly caused because I'm EXTREMELY introverted.
And extremely isn't an understatement I barely am able to talk to people, there's even been a time that I didn't speak for 2 years just complete silence.
When I first discovered weed it just hit me I didn't exactly started talking more instantly but all of my fears disappear when I smoke, I feel better, feel things I haven't felt since my childhood etc..
I can go on and on about this but the main point is smoking makes me step-by-step feel more of a human and give me the ability to speak my mind and do something with my life.
I didn't start out smoking a lot and I still ain't.
I sometimes go without it for a few months (had like 3 joints in the last 2 months), but recently I have found that a joint or 2 a day really get's the good side of me out!
I live with my parents and they didn't understand it at first but are more and more seeing the capabilities and effects it has on me I feel.
I'm now singing, dancing, talking (a bit), happy which I wasn't (depression) from the age of 10 to 18 years old and am 20 now, making music, going out, doing crazy shit just a lot of things I thought never to be able to do again. (I've been trying to kill myself since I was 10 or so and don't need no sympathy for it just putting it out there)
When in a few years or sooner legalisation hit's where I'm from I want to become a professional grower (or I'll move if I find a job somewhere else). I want to help those who need it and want to be behind the greatest medicine in the world!
I'm happy I've found this forum and know by now there's a lot of great people out here.
best regards,
fishy pants, or euuuuuuhhmm I mean..
Palmtrees, noooope nope,
illbethere right!
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