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[trailanimal]

 

[Frankthetank]

“ Until you face your subconscious, it will control your life, and you’ll call it fate.”
-Carl Jung

 

[Frankthetank]

 

[Frankthetank]

I didn’t have the balls for a second one…. And truth be told, one did the trick….

You’re right, there’s no visuals, just black (I suspect some folks call this being in space…)

The way it helped was very strange….. in the months afterwards, I realized my self awareness had ramped up by hundreds of percent. In this, I was able to see the ways I viewed the world, how I got that way…. But then it was up to me to actually do the fixing (integration)….. I think it’s obvious to all readers, I struggle with this. You must keep re-making the same progress, over and over again…. The 5 meo was like a window into my subconscious, helping me realize the state I was in, exactly how I got there…. And gave me the ability to have the insight to fix it. BUT….it didn’t do the work for me.

I also used Buddhist teachings alongside….. which (in case you’re not aware) is less a religion, and more psychological training on a deep level.

As I said….. it’s scary, and honestly…I’m not even positive I recommend it….you can’t put the blinders back on…no matter what. And it’s for everything…not just your PTSD.

I found myself uninterested in any bullshit, I could no longer ignore the things in my life that weren’t working….(including my marriage, most friendships, etc)…. It also made me aware of just how much I was attempting to ignore the pain I was in…. And I did feel like that was a big negative….

I wouldn’t go back and not do it, per se….. but I do urge caution. It’s the single most life changing thing I’ve done…. Looking back, I’m not even really the same person, before to after…. Not fixed, but wide eyed and aware.


……if you like blissful ignorance, perhaps stay away from the Toad…

Let me reiterate how little I wanted a second trip…..

At my old house, in southeastern Arizona… I had a bufo toad living in my front yard, I had to teach Dude to leave alone. I’m positive it was a bufo toad…. I could have caught him anytime and harvested his wares for free….you could walk right up to him….. I never once did, though…

 

[Frankthetank]

 

[trailanimal]

I found myself uninterested in any bullshit,

stay away from the Toad…

Maybe these, max integration of all you are with all that is. "Heroic dose" will have some discomfort, but once you are humbled the guardians throw open the gates, total acceptance.

 

[Frankthetank]

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I did a big mushy trip this past winter……certainly helped pull me out of the funk I was in

Afternoon my friend

 

[Frankthetank]

 

[Cerebral Goo]

@Mossy welp, they're not fully bloomed out yet, but they're close enuff to be able to say -> WE HAVE PEONIEZ, WOOT! they missed mother'z day by one day, lol....and well, take a good look, becuz the plant as a whole may be gettin yanked out soon, idk yet....sad, becuz it'z been there for yearz & jus keepz comin back on itz own, with no help whatsoever, but, the property next door where the plant is now has new ownerz & they're finally clearin off all the burned down shit from that house....they say they're contractorz for FedEx Ground & that they're gonna be puttin up a workshop bldg for workin on the delivery vanz & truckz, and will be takin down a couple big treez in the process & other shit, so like i say, idk yet but either way, they're here for the moment, so.... ppp

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pull some clones!

 

[Mañ'O'Green]

Good Morfnoevight all you happy Monday Stoners.

Pressed some of the Lemon Z this morning. I am evaluating the buzz as I type.

Spoiler: On the menu:

I made the apricot jam yesterday, it is the best ever. The same with my strawberry and blueberry jams, I added freeze dried fruit of the same as the fresh and made the jams with the best fresh flavor ever!

The red Argentinian shrimp are very good!