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[Cosa Nostra]

My wife wont let me give up..can you imagine how much I cry and appolgize for my failure? She said its ok..I will get it and when I do..I will be the best..this is how my parents raised me all my life no failure or I would get beat..so I grew up like that and when I fail I just feel like killing myself becaubecause failure was never an option for me..we were bred to succeed ..this humbles me alot more than I ever was in my life it showed me I fail..dont kill myself work harder and thank tou guys you really helped me mentally. .I always believed in no mistakes..or never it twice..and it seems like I keep fucking up but im a strong man and will not give up..I hqve a baby due nov 16 and was working on this since may of this year "im gazagod look that up and you see the begining. I hate failing I hate letting my family down..were poor ppl we dont have much except for eachother and the littlebit of money we have.we are willing to take this chance.so if yyou get this you will understand why I get hurt..I spent over 2k on this. I cant continue to fail.

 

[MedGrower]

Failures are for learning from them bro. I burned up my first plants, royally. I think you are doing the right thing by trying a different strategy and by finding out what works for you! Just dont beat yourself over it. Nothing is never worth killing yourself over it.

There is tons of good educational material available in this forum. Take advantage of that! Are you growing because you or your family has a dire need of medication or something? I get a sense you are desperate of having the end product? Whats up man? You say you are poor but you go spend 2k for equipment. Doesnt sound you are doing this for just for fun and games. PM me if you have to.

 

[Cosa Nostra]

Failures are for learning from them bro. I burned up my first plants, royally. I think you are doing the right thing by trying a different strategy and by finding out what works for you! Just dont beat yourself over it. Nothing is never worth killing yourself over it.

There is tons of good educational material available in this forum. Take advantage of that! Are you growing because you or your family has a dire need of medication or something? I get a sense you are desperate of having the end product? Whats up man?

You say you are poor but you go spend 2k for equipment. Doesnt sound you are doing this for just for fun and games. PM me if you have to.

Im hurting right now bad..I will pm you before I do anything let me recover..I hate myself and dont want to go in with this attitude..give me 3 days for my pm

 

[MedGrower]

Sure bro! All the best!

 

[Gonzo]

Hello Cosa Nostra,

You tell very much about your feelings and emotions but little about what you had done.

To get into so heavy troubles so early in plants life you must have made some serious mistakes. Most probably with rockwool while germinating and wrong PH later on. Fighting against PH@5 with PH@6,1 in peat soil? Where did you get the idea of doing that?

What kind of water do you use? It would be no surprise if water that you use does not match AN PH Perfect line. How do you correct PH? Do you add acids to AN?

New grow is a must in your case, I suggest that you open a thread somewhere here, but that depends on what you are going to grow (photos, AF). What strain have you chosen? How many do you grow, lights, water, etc., etc.? If you have spent 2k so far there must be a lot of equipment around you.

You will get help for sure, you just need to take a look around AFN and get the idea what information people present about grows and that is the information any helper would find necessary before saying a word.

Good Luck!

 

[Cosa Nostra]

Give me an hour or two ill show everything I have and yes I have ALOT!

 

[Cosa Nostra]

Hello Cosa Nostra,

You tell very much about your feelings and emotions but little about what you had done.

To get into so heavy troubles so early in plants life you must have made some serious mistakes. Most probably with rockwool while germinating and wrong PH later on. Fighting against PH@5 with PH@6,1 in peat soil? Where did you get the idea of doing that?

What kind of water do you use? It would be no surprise if water that you use does not match AN PH Perfect line. How do you correct PH? Do you add acids to AN?

New grow is a must in your case, I suggest that you open a thread somewhere here, but that depends on what you are going to grow (photos, AF). What strain have you chosen? How many do you grow, lights, water, etc., etc.? If you have spent 2k so far there must be a lot of equipment around you.

You will get help for sure, you just need to take a look around AFN and get the idea what information people present about grows and that is the information any helper would find necessary before saying a word.

Good Luck!

Give me an hour or two and ill s how you guys everything..and yes I have ALOT give me 2 hours let me get home

 

[Cosa Nostra]

Give me 2 hrs

 

[Cosa Nostra]

Nutes

 

[Cosa Nostra]

Nutes