reb i dont know if this will help, i have been full circle with both of my parents, maybe talking about these things help, just remember wherever they end up, you have to believe it is a better place!! in that belief you create in your mind the happy place they will go too! the toughest thing i had to go through with my dad, was after he went to that happy place,being the only child also, (at home) i had to make the funeral arrangements, and that was tough, having some guy in a dark suit showcasing the coffins like they were sports cars. blah! blah! blah , tellin g you why this bronze casket cost
$4000.00 and this one $2000.00 this is when i came the closest to losing it! with my mom she had cancer and i did home hospice with her until the end! that was tough but needed to be done. you may be also have to do that! it is better for people to pass in there own surroundings.
i hope that talking about these things help rather than hurt, but the reaility of life is death is going to follow. create the happy place now! so it will be
firmly entrenched in your mind for the future! if i have made you uncomfortable with this frank talking i apologize. that is not my intention!
healing and healthy kharma to your entire family.:buds:
Astro, it's all good brother. I appreciate you sharing that with me as it can't be easy for you to talk about it either.... well to talk but to think about it all over again. I feel you on that casket thing. I almost lost it when I'm sitting there with him and he's barely there because of the heavy meds... and the medicare bitch is on the phone with me and asking about his assets and how much his house is worth and his cars, etc... does he have any stocks, bonds, etc... I'm thinking here I am sitting in a hospital room, he's hanging on, and medicare is already circling over head.... I just hung up the phone... LOL I didn't know what else to do. I thought I was gonna lose my lunch! People don't give a rat's ass or have any consideration unless it's THEM on the other end of the line! I appreciate that bro because talking about it does make me feel better. And I've always been a huge believer in the afterlife. That we don't die. I've seen it. Proof of it. and no one can tell me otherwise. So I know there IS a better place or a place with no pain. It's the transition that is tough. I was there when my Grandfather took his last breath. Seeing that changes you forever. I'm sorry you had to do it twice...
Amen bro ....amen .....its gonna be hard as well with my pops ....we don't speak alot be wasn't all that .....he tries but he is still just a stone cold fucking hard ass .....pops here doesn't feel the same so u got that mm.....ma pops has been to the world and back literally working to support us but the dude was always gone mm.very few fine memories with him but man there isn't alot so ...i dread it as well
Good luck bro part of that rep was for keeping ya head so high through all this mm...ur karma could is huge bro so you got this !!!!
Thanks so much Swampman. Sorry I've been slackin on your threads man... You know I'll catch up. Thanks for that rep. Means a lot. Really does. Thanks for being part of that Karma cloud my friend.
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