New Grower To all my AFN friends and family!!!!!

[*headpiECE*]

So sorry to hear...adding to a healing karma cloud...try to be as positive as you can...:key::karma:

 

[JM]

jeeeeez dude... sorry to hear that... :no:

healing prayers and karma mega to you.. :karma:

 

[DABaracuss]

Well as many can see I haven't been online much. I by far had the worst week of my life. This week everything went bad, lost my aunt due to cancer, and now my grandpops is in the hospital with a swollen pancreas and fluid in his lungs. Not to mention the need of dialysis 3x a week. So for those who might be wondering where I am, well I am here but not completely. I def went through so much mental trauma this week and I am depressed, anxiety is high, restless, and with my PTSD and other disorders I am just not myself!! But thanks for all the pm's for those who have been checking on me, much appreciated!! All I ask if to keep my grandpa and my family in your prayers! Hopefully everything falls into place and I can get my head straight soon!

As i read this i started thinking about my birthday coming up in a few days and how weird this This thing we call life ...Thinking about my own grandfather who is 80 and how crushed i would be if (when)something happened to him why is there a need to suffer in health as we get older( and to all those that think healthcare should cost ..That would mean more visits early detection and longer life for everyone)..Everything happens in bunches not just one thing goes bad its like a domino effect..WTF....But good things happen in bunches too we just dont stop to count them ....Karma Smoke to yo and yours..GOOD VIBES..the wining lotto numbers are 11-42-28-9 :thumbs:

 

[dank0r]

Thanks to everyone for the words!! losing key people in your life and seeing key people in your life suffer hurts no matter what we want. Nowhere in life does it say its fair, we get what we get and I guess its up to us to make the best of it. Right now its got the best of me, but all I can do is just hold on tight and hope for the best. Thanks again AFN!!

 

[The Dude]

Hi there Dank0r. Losing key people in your life does the excact same thing within ones self.You lose part of your key support and it yanks in places noone wants to deal with.From the top ,Bottom and Middle of my heart and soul,Im truly truly sorry for you loss.You have manymany friends here..Including me :thumbs: :hug:

 

[dank0r]

Thanks dude!!! means a lot!!

 

[Noods]

You'll be in my thoughts and I'll be sending you nothing but the strongest healing vibes my friend! Be strong! :hug: :smokebuds:

 

[Musturd]

Dank bud, caught this late, I to have been thinking of you, Sorry for your troubles. Take comfort from fond memories and let peace come to you.

 

[JM]

dank0 my mate... glad to see you checkin in... we're your family mate.. we'll support you as best we can... at least ya got good friends here eh?

 

[UHF]

Prayers of comfort, strength, and healing for you and your family :hug: