Hello to all, I am very glad I found this place. It took me 4 times to get the registration done because I didn't know the answers to the random question. As if I needed more validation that I'm not in Kansas anymore:slaps:
This is a long read so please stay with me, I have been through a lot and am in need of good advice, wisdom, and direction.
After the birth of my son I just never felt right again. I was constantly tired and was having trouble with anxiety/depression,weight gain, and loss of libido. I shrugged it all off to being a busy wife, mother,and career woman. This went on for years until eventually my hair began to fall out, my skin became very dry and itchy, my teeth became loose, I started having sensitivity to light, strange cognitive issues such as calling a horse a cow, a toilet a bathtub, and loss of short term memory.
I was finally diagnosed with postpartum Hashimotos. My son was 8 by that time..... but whatever.....so I was put on Synthroid and many of my bizarre symptoms vanished. What stayed behind though was the anxiety/ depression, fatigue, and foggy feeling that I just lived with. I also suffer from anemia, hyperlipidemia,and restless leg syndrome.
So now for the good part! My niece ( a married adult not a teenager) started smoking pot and when I would go visit her I would smoke with her. Wow! How things have changed in 20+ years since I smoked! That was just a few times, but when she came to visit me recently she left me her stash for use when she comes to visit.
One morning I decided that my day would be a whole lot more fun if I smoked a little that morning with my coffee. I'm home during the day so don't have to go out and function in the world, so why not? Well I enjoyed it so much I started the next few days like that. It was probably the third day that I suspected that it was not only fun but I felt better in general. Late into the evening long after my morning buzz was gone I felt happy, full of energy, anxiety/ depression was completely gone, I slept great.....in general I felt like my old self. I was even horney!! That's sadly something that hasn't happened in years.
My husband and I did some digging around on the internet and found some research linking THC to autoimmune disorders. It all takes place in your DNA, but from our understanding THC suppresses the excess of micro RNA so that the thyroid is able to function normally. Of course, there is a lot more research to be done in this, but all I know is that of all the medications I take not one of them improves my symptoms and sense of well being....but pot does.
I don't live in a state where medical marijuana is available so I'm stuck buying from college students which is less than ideal, so I would like to grow my own.
I have no idea what I'm doing and really don't want to be arrested. There is so much information out there that I have become overwhelmed. So I was hoping you fine people will take pity on me and hold my hand through this process....keep in mind you are going to have to spell it out for me since I don't know what most of you are talking about
First question: will I get arrested buying seeds online?
Thank you all in advance for your time.
