Mephisto Genetics Sour Orange Livers nute line battle. MEGA CROP vs AN with Air injection

Super sorry about you Mum dude, all the best from the MG crew x
Thanks Mitch and the rest of the crew. This community of people are really something special too. Truely positive place that we have all chose to be a part of.
 
Real sorry slow, can't imagine what your feeling. Best wishes to you and your family.
Thanks Roasty, I can't really describe how I am feeling. Numb would be the first word I could think of. It's something you can't prepare for ever. She was suffering so I am happy that she is not hurting anymore...but she will be missed immensely. This is the hardest thing I have done in my life, but I want to turn my negative thoughts and feelings into positive thoughts and use this experience to change things that should have been a long time ago in my own life.
 
Thanks Roasty, I can't really describe how I am feeling. Numb would be the first word I could think of. It's something you can't prepare for ever. She was suffering so I am happy that she is not hurting anymore...but she will be missed immensely. This is the hardest thing I have done in my life, but I want to turn my negative thoughts and feelings into positive thoughts and use this experience to change things that should have been a long time ago in my own life.

One thing that helped till now is knowing that she would not want me to be depressed. She loves me so much that wherever she may be, she wants me to be happy always. Been like that before i was born. Don't see why it would change just cos shes gone!

Also, would be selfish of us to not let her go if she was suffering.

Our parents brought us up with the final aim of us living independently and happy. They know and wish that they go before us. Every parent feels that way. We should make sure they succeed. Live life to the fullest, for her!The least we can do as a final show of filial piety.

Stay strong bro! Just typing this has made me cry like a baby. Trust me, its not pretty!


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I have to transplant my CDLC seedlings, they are getting big! They are in Solo cups, going into 2 gal pots tonight! I hope they do well on MC. I changed my mind, I was going to have them on drip stakes. But I am not sold on a perfect formula for MC usage yet. I want to tinker with strengths and using BE to reduce N quantity in flower.
 
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