I never saw frequent dosing of hallucinogens as abuse, at least not in certain contexts. I have many, many trips under my belt at this point, most of my friends are closet long-term heads, and I don't think I'd be the person I am now if it wasn't for my using hallucinogens. But having said all that, the psyche can only take so much noodling, and you can definitely abuse them in a manner. I've grown to think that psychedelic casualties are some of the most unfortunate drug casualties, because it can mess with the deepest and most intrinsic parts of you. I still dose heavy a few times a year, but thankfully the excitement of constant dosing disappeared many years ago. Best of luck, and I hope this grow treats you well.