what a fantastic well thought out reply, Thank you.
u have my ears, i am a drinker that rarely starts before 8.15 pm , even on holidays albeit a small beer here and there , i always wait till after 8pm till i start, and will then do my best to get in my quota before bed to make sure that i will sleep,
this results in me tanking as much as needed before I've had enough to make sure i sleep, if i don't get my quota i would/will spend the night constantly looking over the edge of the duvet or hoping id go to sleep in the next ten minutes and wake up refreshed in the morning = this never happens and with my thoughts racing, the problem i have with this approach is that it has led me to an anxiety problem, i never quite understood anxiety as my better half of 26 years has suffered it and i honestly thought it was a state of mind ( which in reality it is ) i used to go to work and think wtf is wrong with her : we have 2 businesses, 2 homes , 2 cars, 2 kids that are great and healthy, no money problems and are free to live our lives on our terms no ifs or buts , then i had a panic attack after suffering an engine malfunction at 90mph which was the start of my driving phobia,
I'm deffo going to do 3bog now upon your recommendation .
I'm going to in the next month start :
3bog
strawberry nuggets
sour crack
gold glue
1 of each and see what they bring to the table
I'm only in a 1x1 tent so maybe able to squeeze in an extra sour crack side by side to make sure i got a full tent
So you're definitely on the right track with those plant selections to get to sleep and wanting to shut off the mind and you know what im talking about with that few moments of clarity of thought before the "hey what happened? its the next morning already? I've been asleep for 12 hours?!? WTF, i thought I was just watching I Love Lucy!?!". It's hard to describe how it is to those who never had to drink just to try and sleep. I will say when you first step over from drinking to smoking, its gonna be hard to give up the bottle. You will have the shakes for a week or two and mentally want a drink every night for about 3 months. but DONT GIVE UP!!!!(I'm not trying to be mean in saying all this, i had to do it myself, and i had to go cold turkey, doctor said it was 28 days or nothing, i couldn't let the hubby alone for 28 days. So the cannabis it was, reminding me every moment how much i needed to be away from nightly binge drinking and keep it in moderation).
Anywhoo, sorry again to sound so much like a parent lecturing, im just giving the low down on me
I suggest you get yourself a vape and give vaping a try when you do the switch over to cannabis for sleep, even if you smoke it now. I go back and forth between vaping and smoking. Now and again ill do edibles, but they can take forever, and then last forever, and sometimes for me they dont work and theres no rhyme or reason. Same for my hubby, but either he has and i havent, i have and he hasent or everyone else has had the same batches and doses and been bombed and we arent....
For a few months ill smoke, then ill vape for a few months then back and forth. The nice thing about the strains you picked out
It's always good to have both. I will say, when you have a good supply for your sleep and know how your growing goes,
you're gonna find you wanna have some double grape for those timesyou do want that occasional super special smoke because its a hell of a lot cheaper than having to get a 6 pack and easier than finding it on last moments notice on Christmas day! I know its silly, but all these strains are strong as shit. like the lowest thc is sour crack
1 meter
As far as anxiety, yes it is a state of mind, but also it is a chemical, physical, emotional and neurological state of mind too (and may be other states to which I will yield to others beliefs and opinions). the fact is that chemical and neurological signals along with emotional queues all play into the issues surrounding anxiety and phobias as well as attacks. There are so many easy ways to just write it off as just some easy problem that one should just ignore. But in all reality, your reality is the reality that is real to you. Just as my reality is the reality that is real to me and is the only reality i see. To you your reality is the only one that exists. Just as to another person reading this, their reality is the only one that exists. We all live in a coexistence through which our realities are so meshed and intertwined together that they become one and the same reality and as such we begin to lose touch with the fact that we do have our own person. Remember this phrase "I matter". So it is ok to deal with having anxiety as long as we acknowledge that others do not have "our" reality to deal with, but their reality has its own cravats. Just like different strands of yarn may be yarn, they still have different materials that make them up, yet they all come together to make a blanket that creates the tapestry we call humanity. We are able to stand up strong because we take the help from each other, their strengths are our weaknesses. So I encourage you to make sure you keep posting here, and make sure any anxiety you may have about asking questions here fly free. feel free to pm me, tag me ( type
@MissUniverse ) and if i can help ill try or i can just tag someone who can help
when you say 1x1 i assume 1 metre x 1 metre. if so, that should be ok. I run in a 24inch x 48inch x 60in tall and run 6-8 packed in there as tight as possible and it gets me a good grow. also as you get along further you can start doing perpetual growing and just always have a harvest every about 3 weeks and have bud always coming in.
hopefully i didnt offend you with this reply, but i figured you appreciated a long drawn out message last time, so i would take the time to write out a long one this time too. if you want to, feel free to follow me (you can click my profile pic which is the weed flower and then hit follow in the box that pops up, or click to my profile page here
https://autoflower.net/forums/members/missuniverse.31870/, and then to the right hit follow). I went a head and followed you.
Please document your grow here, i want to see it and see you do well!
the obligatory end note this is not to be taken as medical advice see your doctor disclaimer here, just friendly advice from someone whose been there and done that. wds from alcohol are horrible!!!!