Alright. Dabs are done. Terps have been enjoyed.
On to business!
I asked once already for you guys to chill out in here.
@BlueBison420 , this is a cannabis cultivation forum. While the forum itself for many members is probably therapeutic (it's a home to many you'll find,) it's still no replacement for actual professional help if you have depression. I don't think anyone has any problem here if you want to come to the forum when feeling down or blue, because we're all people that can show both empathy and sympathy, being many who are well-versed in the travels of life. You stated you're having a bad day and several members here (of which you have zero clue of their gender, ethnicity, social status, economic privilege, etc,) but they all took time out of their day to try to cheer you up. If you aren't into that sort of thing, well... for lack of better words, quit fishing for the attention then. We're here to help people cultivate cannabis, to help new growers, to help experienced growers, etc. And we help all genders, ethnicities, etc. This is a global forum, we have members literally all over the world.
So please, I ask if you're going to be so angry on our community forum, just log off a bit and go find other ways to get through the day. Calm your demeanor, then learn to enjoy this incredibly accepting place where you will very easily make some life long friends if you allow yourself to.