Life has been kicking my ass lately and its showing in my journals. Yikes they are a fkn mess. I was really ready to throw every think out the fucking window two nights ago. I had two epic lst fails in a row. Snaped the tip on one and the string cut the tip on another. Fucking grrrrrr. The wife sat me down last night and reminded me that this last weekend was my one year booze free and that was likely the bug up my ass. We sat and talked about how much better things are now with booze gone and mmj in the house. Helped. After that i took the little dude plant and plucked all the purple sacks that had split and carefully removed the pollen to save it. Took me hours. Was very therapeutic. Anyways I'll update this thread and get it all straightened out over the next day or so. Phew. I feel better now.