Hang in there Kush, you have come a long way and though it doesn't seem like it ATM all of these problems really are making you a better grower. Your next run will be much better and the mistakes you have made have mearly been lessons, which I am certain you will not repeat. I admire you for not throwing in the towel and you'll be thanking yourself for putting yourself through all of this sooner than you think. Chin up Kush and and though it may not seem like it now, you are a lot closer to getting this down than you were a few months ago, correct? Best of luck to you Kush. KG