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No it's sure not!Gawd..caught sight of meself in the bathroom mirror.......sigh......
I remember the days me muscles rippled..........now I just ripple...............old age is not for cissies.......
...you know permanent unrelenting pain wears you out...and I've seen you struggle with the pain for months.....
...Taking might not help the Pain...but getting it out helps the brain.....It's a bit cathartic to get some of the crap of my chest.
I almost called the Vet crisis line yesterday, but stopped. As fresh as the pain was at the time, I probably would have come off as someone about to or could end it all. I didn't need some retard LEO coming to my home for a welfare check and have them TRY to assert their power they THINK they have. I wouldn't have been very tolerant of stupidity.
...most people wil havee experience in what you are going through..
...I think a nice hot soak would be a positive move this morning. Sure can't hurt!
Sure can't Hurt @WildBill...
..keep your chin up....I Swear Spring is 'round the corner..Pain is aways Worse in Winter..Yeah, wife gets miffed when I put on the headphones and bow my head and close my eyes.......not that I don't want to talk, just trying to concentrate on something other than the pain..No it's sure not!
I coped pretty well with my injuries when younger. There were things I couldn't/shouldn't do back then, but I adjusted. I'm struggling hard now to cope, especially since covid shit.
It's getting extremely difficult to cope mentally and physically. When ya get slammed to the floor and pass out from the pain, it's difficult to keep a positive mental attitude. That "Just breathe" mantra, is losing its effectiveness.
I do the only thing I know what to do. I pick myself up. The scary thing is that I'm beginning to doubt how long I can keep up the struggle. And that's on top of all the other crap that life throws on all of us from time to time.
Sorry Auntie. The comment hit home pretty hard this morning. It's a bit cathartic to get some of the crap of my chest.
I almost called the Vet crisis line yesterday, but stopped. As fresh as the pain was at the time, I probably would have come off as someone about to or could end it all. I didn't need some retard LEO coming to my home for a welfare check and have them TRY to assert their power they THINK they have. I wouldn't have been very tolerant of stupidity.
I think a nice hot soak would be a positive move this morning. Sure can't hurt!